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Over the Weekends, Codenames, and a Splitting Headache
Honestly, ngayong mga minutong ito dapat nasa bahay ako at nagpapahinga. Shit, parang mawawarak na yung utak ko sa sobrang sakit. It's more than mere headache, I know. It's more than that. Migraine na kaya to? I dont even know the source! I've been having this splitting headache for days and yet I dont know what I did wrong! Hindi naman ako puyat. As a matter of fact, I have long afternoon sleeps over the weekends. Maybe it's because of the fucking cold and cough I have. It's been a month. Ever since the Christmas season. Sumasakit pa yung mata ko. Puchiks. Pati nga tenga ko eh. Feeling ko naha-half deaf na ko. Waaah, why?!!
Anyways, update lang sa mga nangyari over the weekends.
1. Nakita ko sa isang tarpaulin sa may barangay hall namin na si Binay ang #4 Best Mayor in the World.
2. Nagtext si yellow nung first two weeks of December. I wonder why. . . naghahabol?
3. Lumabas na din ang tunay na kulay ni brown. He is a potential Jian sa future. Nagbabalak ligawan si ate, pag-di sinagot, yung other sis naman. Bad, bad, bad. . .
4. At yang si black, woohoosh. Bolero like his look-alike. Magkamukha na, magka-ugali pa. And to think na natutuwa na ko sa kanya ha! Kala ko he's so sincere.
5. Nagpunta kina chesca nung friday. Nagustuhan daw ako nung mga tita niya. Woooww! Nakakatuwa. Hihi. Cute cute nung aso nilang si nyanya. Napaginipan ko nga eh. Nilalaro ko daw. Ay, pala. And I rediscovered a studio na pinagpapraktisan namin dati sa nakar. Bukas pa kaya yon?
6. Pa-siyam ni Lola Hedy nung Monday. Kaya absent. Hayyk, ang lungkot. Wala yung remains niya dito asa States.
7. Long time no load! Nagkaload muli nung saturday (ata) sa sun. Missed my textmates. Lalo na si . . .
8. At eto, may sakit. Yun lang ata. Super non-colorful ang weekend ko. I know. I'm boring.
Hayyun lang. Actually I should be doing my Socio research paper. Tambakan ang quizzes and recitations and papers to pass. Tomorrow, we'll be having 4 long quizzes, each subject meron. Tapos yung paper pa na dapat 11+ pages. Pero kaya yan! I've been on worse scenarios before! Buti na lang nasanay na ko sa PCS. Dun talaga everday's homework day. And quizzes day.
Read on. After knowing that he could possibly still be reconsidering going back to me, I took a pen and behold. . .
Now I'm lost
my other self missing
walking like a ghost
trying to bring back life again
into my veins
I want to escape this
all of this
I want to be with you
beside you, holding you
Because with you
I am happy
So happy that I could
forget about the world
Without you, this life
has been nothing but miserable
and empty
I want to see you again
and look in your eyes
and kiss you ever so passionately
If I could just be there again
at that time and place
locked in embrace
while the world seemed to matter so little
I would say all that I have to say
confess what I truly feel
I love you . . .
Forever and ever . . .
until that day comes
when the heavens take my soul away . . .
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